What a great testimony! Don't let the enemy tell you "you should have known better". The name of this enemy is called Satan from Hebrew and his name means "The Accuser" haSatan. It's his job to get you to doubt. Remember you called out to God and He saved you, don't stop. Keep your focus on Him and Him alone and the rest of your life will take care of itself through Him. Numbers 6:24-26 (KJV) The LORD bless thee, and keep thee: The LORD make his face shine upon thee, and be gracious unto thee: The LORD lift up his countenance upon thee, and give thee peace.