Hey everyone Im an Ex-Satanist Hi everyone, I used to be a part of the group called "joy of Satan" until I realized they were Nazi, plus the "HP's" are a tad crazy. I recently turned back to Christianity, I feel a baptism is in order to wash away the sin and to do away with the dedication I did to Satan.... The magick has kinda messed me up so if I seem a tad... strange.... well yeah.... Oh, and my name works like this. X= Ex 19= 19th letter of the alphabet "S" which corresponds to "Satan/Satanist" so Ex-Satanist. as for "N3" N= Now 3= 3rd letter of the alphabet, C C= Christian. So X19_N3= Ex Satanist Now Christian just in case you're wondering.