Hello everyone! I signed up here in 2007, but never really stuck around. The problem is that politically I am a leftist, and I have been so disgusted with how Christianity has been hi-jacked by right wing politicians. I left Christianity. But I've been having a difficult time. You see, I cannot solve my problems myself. I cannot achieve things in this life...without the God I know and love. I know it's sounds strange but the recent mass murder in Norway by a Right Wing Christian has changed my mind and heart. I realise, I cannot walk away from a religion because these hate mongers have corrupted it. I need to be brave and say I am a Christian and a leftist. Jesus, doesn't want mass murders. Jesus doesn't want people divided by politics of hate. I prayed this morning, as I was in a deep depression. God came and allowed me 4-5 hours of the deepest sleep I've had in months. There is no physical reason I slept so deep. I believe it was God working his healing. I've opened my Bible and have randomly been reading the words of Saint Paul. It was like reading 'love', if that makes sense. His words in those letters really speak to the heart of Christ's teaching - that is beyond politics!! There are no politics in heaven, just us all as brothers and sisters. I hope you guys understand.