So I was thinking and saying intentionally but still accidentally something bad on my mind about the Holy Spirit, Jesus Christ, and God, because I was very confused and depressed of everything and I didn't have any idea that the Holy Spirit is not doing the things I don't like. And I was very confused and I really thought that the sins mean prohibitions, and I was just depressed and a bit angry because it's too hard to not lust, feel, have emotions, watch some movies and series, listen to some music, see and hear some content, eat some food ingredients, be a fangirl, have premarital sex, masturbate, and other things that are considered normal... And also, I don't even know anything about Holy Spirit, Jesus Christ, and God because I am not in Heaven yet, and I am not dead either... So I am just confused... Will I still be forgiven? Because I was only very confused and worried. Also, the demonic possession actually made me do these things, so will I still be forgiven? It was not really me doing these things... And I swear that I was also very confused because I am not dead or in Heaven yet, so I don't know things... But now I know that God is the good one, and Jesus Christ is the good one, and the Holy Spirit is a good spirit. And I feel bad for saying bad things about the Holy Spirit, Jesus Christ, and God on my mind, because I was just very confused. I don't even understand that why would I ever say intentionally bad things on my mind, but they were still accidentally because I was just confused and possessed.