Hello, I am a blueberry farmer, industrial construction worker, a husband and a father of two very young boys. Life is full. I have come a long ways with my faith and have learned to ask God those hard questions in which you are very sincere about. It is the best way to grow and learn, to just ask. They appear to be impossible to answer on the surface, but God is plenty willing to tackle your big ones and give you surprising answers. I still ask him my big questions, but he has answered so many that do I need to know so much. My faith should be sufficient to do with less. Have a great day. Good to be here.