Hey guys I haven't been on in a very long time but I need some advice whether I should go visit my ex girlfriend. She broke up with me after Xmas and we haven't spoken since. I got over it finally but lately I keep thinking about her and feeling like some things wrong. Even had a few nightmares ... Some aren't bad tho. I tried giving her a call but her phone was cut off cuz she didn't pay the bill. A little background she is a 31 year old single mom and I am 22. She was raised a christian and still is but has had a terrible life to the point where she prays to God to take her life. Her father was abusive to her mom . her mom was very good to her but she died to cancer which really messed her up. She was raped as a child from her moms boyfriend. Divorced from an abusive marriage. She broke up with me because her kids and so many other problems in her life. She always struggles with bills as well which is why I'm not surprised her phone is cut off now. I would always help her pay bills when she struggled no matter how much she wouldn't want to or how embarrassed she was. So she's had a hard time with faith question why God did this to her but I think I left a good example for her. She still goes to church every Sunday and worships God Her birthday is in 2 weeks I'm gonna drive by than and make sure she's ok and get her a gift like a cross probably. She told me no one ever remembers her bday plus I'd get the peace of mind knowing she's ok. She doesn't have many nice things old clothes almost no jewelry. I got her a necklace and earrings for Christmas and she wears them in every picture on Facebook even now My question is do you guys follow your gut feelings is that a way God is speaking to you?