Feeling really out of place in church I'm pretty much not a good wife in my husband's eyes because I don't "submit myself to him, and I don't trust his decisions. I hate the place we live! I wanted to move to another city but he says he's not going anywhere wether I like it or not. I've been living in a city I can't stand. I cry so much and feel depress because I'm lonely. It's very lonely and I don't have any family around or any friends. He on the other hand has his family there. His family never miss a service at church, but his attitude turned into "macho man" than a godly man. I don't like the church because everybody knows everybody and everyone puts a fake smile. No one wants to watch t.v. in that church so if there's a fellowship the women end up talking about the same things. Their personal life, when they gave birth, and things they have done in the past with people I don't even know. I definatley feel so out of place. I can't relate to anyone. My husband blames me for not having friends but I've met many women and I just dont click with anyone. I dont know what to do.