Down at the moment Hey all. Life doesnt seem that good for me at the moment. 1 thing, I struggled with Lust, i would just be out and see some female out and would think "wow, shes pretty", or "wow, shes got a nice body" nothing other than that. But i have almost got over that. But the last couple if days, its weird, i think of anybody, and automatically picture a private area. I don't know where came from but struggling to stop thinking like that. And also, my speaking, I have really backed down on my speaking now, i talk so quietly, soft, and probably sounds like i talk with no confidence or fear. And i am really struggling just speaking in general too, can't say things properly ect. I don't know what to do. Any help / advice would be greatly appreciated. Thank you and God bless.