I have a lot of intrusive thoughts about Jesus and God and the Holy Spirit too, and sometimes it feels like these intrusive thoughts are intentional even though I don't want to think or say anything bad about Him, but these intrusive thoughts just keep coming. And nowdays, I keep getting this bad luck that I accidentally bite my lips or tongue often, or I trip on something and fall on the floor, or my toe hits a corner, and other small accidents that hurt physically, and I wonder that if God is doing these things just to punish me... Do you believe it's God that is punishing me like that? Also, I always get this problem once a week that I cannot sleep at all even if I am tired. Last night I couldn't sleep at all because first the demons were abusing me again and then my cat wanted to come to sleep sticked to my legs that it's difficult to move, and then the demons left, but first I fell asleep, but I only had 1 short dream, and it was a nightmare, and even if I was really asleep, it felt like I was really awake still and just hallucinating, then I went to sleep again at 10 in the morning, and I fell asleep in 2 HOURS! And I slept for about 4-6 hours, and I had a very bizarre dream that I was forced to get pregnant and in the dream I had to go to some blood test where the blood is taken from the lower abdomen to see if I am able to get pregnant, and then I woke up, and it felt like even if I was asleep I was still awake and just hallucinating the dream... Why do I get this thing that every single week there is one day that I cannot sleep at all? Is it the thing that I don't need sleep everyday, is God testing me, or is it a demon causing me severe insomnia?