By this I'm talking about being rapture ready ... There's alot of hub bub circling around the month of September... and many claim we are on the cusp of His return..now more than ever.. Despite what people say ...one thing I true..is that He is coming...and could come at anytime... For me, I feel so undone... So unprepared...i have no idea where to start... Alot of things that happened,pushed me from God..however..i guess what spurred my return to god is a dream I had. It was happened last night... In it ..it was close to the rapture,infact itd be the next day...my former pastor and some one else were really happy abt his return... I wanted to go too but couldn't..i was distraught BC I didn't want to be left...the other person assured me( I forgot what she said)... Anywho...after they disappeared... I was alone the scene changed ... I was in what looked to be some type of housing ,similar to a brothel... There were lots of kids and everyday someone died... And I would always somehow try T extend my life... But I knew in the end..if I didn't give up my life.whether I made I to heaven was uncertain. The men over us looked Arab, I guess (no offense.its just a dream) and the last time I tried to have death pass over me, they were like..ok...if you don't want to do that..this is the other option... I was tied to a post and wiped ..i think my arms and what not were bloody...and I said..you know what ill take the other option... And when I passed, I was in another place, the area across from me ,the wall I guess, was yellow and had purple scripture across it..telling about who Jesus was and what not and to the left were purple staircase... That's it...ofcourse this could have been from the fact I ate a whole lot of junk before bed... Either way I feel now is the time to get right...while I have a few days before school starts and I get busy again .. Thing is I just don't know where to start, reading and praying seem so was..i feel I should do more. Anyway..lets get the discussion rolling.