Hey Guys, I love your site! I am new Christian and was just hoping I could get some senior Christians perspectives on something I’m praying at the moment. As I said ive recently become a Christian (about 5 months ago), and I’m confident I’ve got a new heart, new desires and a serious attitude to discipleship (hallelujah!), I've been blessed with tremendous joy and passion for Christ! When I became a Christian I felt I had to sacrifice a few things, including a relationship with a non-Christian that I love and had been with for almost six years. Obviously just because it’s over doesn’t stop me from loving Her, wanting good Godly things for Her, and frankly being concerned for her eternal destination! She's actually currently working as a glamour model, I’m not sure if you use that term outside of the U.k ... but trust me don’t Google it! I’m conscious that that industries extremely deceptive and abusive to women like her, and I’m hoping God can help her out as he did me. I'm praying that the Holy Spirit might convict Her of Her sin, that she might turn away from it, and that Christ might reveal the Father to Her. Which altogether I regard as a good desire? I’m also praying that She might have good things from God: A church that loves Her, a Christian husband/Bf who'll take care of Her, etc. This is where it gets controversial because I’m really hoping (you probs saw this coming) that God might make me that Bf/husband again. I’m convinced I really love this woman, I just love Jesus more. But I do want to be there to watch Her grow and flourish in Her faith, and I want to build Her up and encourage Her, we had an unbelievably lovely bond when we were together. Several verses come to mind Psalm 37:4 about God fulfilling desires and Psalm 84:11 about God sparing no good thing from us. I’m aware however that I’m asking God for some good things, but also for someone who is at the moment a non believer, hence I’m worried about: Psalm 66:18 - "If I had cherished iniquity in my heart, the Lord would not have listened". I presume its a sin to have feelings for a non-Christian, when God expressly forbids relations in His word? I really really do not want to let God down! Basically I’m hoping for your perspective on what I’m praying for and wondering if I should persist and/or change anything? I’m a grown lad and am genuinely open to a Paul-style rebuke, and being told I've got desires that aren’t at all worshipful! I'm super grateful for your time and thought all! God Bless, Mike.