I was looking for the beheading of the journalist, they removed it from utube but I saw one of Islamic looking man, he held the knife above his head and prepared to swing, he gave a couple of practice swings then cut off the head.... of a fish. it was funny. But I was looking because I thought to myself I need to be shocked by reality and not live in bubble or do I? or am I just being entertained by suffering? We know there are evil people out there doing evil things to others, we also know that the world of 1970's 80's of a nice insulated existence no longer exists. Are you ready? Are you mentally tough enough ready for what is about to come on the whole world to test mankind? But can that being shocked, scared straight, improve your faith, can watching such give you a kick in the pants to get your act together? or just give you sleepless nights and feelings of frustration? Can you handle the truth, or is the truth better left alone? Better to face the day when it arrives rather than worry for years.