Hello everyone and pleased to meet you all. I am literally a new creature in Christ. Jesus rescued my from the pit of hell and I'm so grateful. I don't come from Christian parents and, actually, severely neglected and abused by them and eventually I turned to cocaine to numb myself from the debilitating feeling of being unloved. It held me captive for 12 miserable years. But God showed up and snapped His fingers at me and I was INSTANTLY delivered from drug addiction, just like that. There is no other explanation than that was the power of my Heavenly Father and no one can take that away from me. I got saved and baptized in July of 2012, but here it is almost 5 years later and I have been really struggling with my faith walk. I also have Aspergers and Bible Study can be problematic for me because I take things literally and I take things out of their intended context. For example, I may have overextended my introduction here.?.?