I love Severus Snape and he is my crush, and I want to always love him, and I need to love him, and he is the man I really want in my life, he is mature, handsome, mysterious, and intelligent, and he has the same looks and personality I want the man to have. I don't like boys aged 20-29yo or of my age because they are not so mature and I wouldn't feel good being in a relationship with a boy aged 18-29yo (no offence if you are a 18-29yo boy). I am a 18yo female. But now I've been scared of something: I am scared if my love feelings for Severus Snape are actually demonic possession or something caused by demons, because I heard that some demons make women fall in love with some men and those demons make men fall in love with some women, but when I became a Christian, I still love Severus Snape. I want to go to the church to see a priest and I want to get some holy water too, but I am scared if the holy water or the thing what the priest will do will stop me from loving Severus... I don't want to stop loving Severus Snape and I would feel very bad if I don't love him... How do I know if my love feelings for Severus Snape is real love or a demonic possession or something caused by demons? I am so scared... It was 2012 when I fell in love with Severus Snape. I once had a dream one night in 2012 where I saved Severus Snape, and he survived, and then he fell in love with me, and then Severus and I were in a romantic relationship, and when I woke up, I was in love with him, and I am still in love with him... And in 2008-2011 I was having dreams where I met a mysterious man with black mid-long hair and pale skin. Those dreams had a different situation or topic, but in those dreams I always met the same mysterious man, and those years I also had a lot of Severus Snape coincidences, and I think that those dreams and coincidences were predictions about the thing that I will fall in love with Severus Snape, and I actually fell in love with him in 2012... Please, don't pray about me, and don't do any ritual on/for/to me, because I don't want to stop loving Severus Snape. It is NOT unhealthy to love fictional characters, and even if it is, I have still the right to love Severus Snape if I want, so don't try to change my mind and don't try to stop me from loving Severus. And I am very happy even if Severus Snape is just a fictional character, and I will anyway create a Severus Snape Tulpa soon. And loving a fictional character hurts less. Why do people think that love has to hurt? And I know Severus is a wizard/male witch, but I don't think it's bad to have a crush on a wizard/male witch. I am serious and honest, so don't call me a troll or ogre or orc or etc. And I am not seeking attention, I am just curious, and I am a bit worried. I am so happy when I love Severus Snape, and I never want to stop loving Severus. And no one else can be 100% like Severus. And please, don't ban me just because of this. I want to know if my love feelings for Severus Snape are real love, or demonic possession, or something caused by demons. What can I do so I don't get any bad consequences when I post this message?