Hi Everyone! God is so good! I have felt so amazing lately about God and what he has done in my life. No, I haven't made more money or friends, my job isn't necessarily better, but I feel God has truly changed my heart from stone to flesh! I feel so warm inside I can't explain it. The lady who did my biblical counseling prayed this exact thing for me. I have never felt so loving in my life. I have been so angry at the world because of what has happened to me throughout my childhood. I held onto bitterness and literally hated people. I sometimes thought horrible things about those who did me wrong. Over the past few months and especially after my biblical counseling I feel so much love and warmth towards people and I talk about God a lot. The problem is that I think I might be going overboard. My mom didn't want to go to church with me this past Sunday because she said I was pushing it too much. All I do is ask her, although on Easter I did kind of pressure her since I thought it was extremely important to attend. She ended up not attending with me. Anyway I hope I'm not going to far when I tell people how wonderful God is and what he has done with my life. I notice even some Christians seem to be a bit put off by it. I feel like the Lord is blessing me and that things are going to get better. I am still struggling with my ED, but not as much in the past and I feel God is bringing good people in my life now that I've let go of those that were not faithfully serving Him. Anyhow, should I relax when I talk about Him to people? Should I not keep asking people to go to church as much? I've already had a few friends go who I never thought would, so obviously some of it is helping. Your input is greatly appreciated and sorry if this thread seems a little ridiculous. Hope it makes sense.