I can totally relate on this one. I've never really been drunk, was saved in October, and I'm ashamed to say I want to just once...just to see what it's like. I mean I go to college, that in itself is a huge temptation, and I have friends all around me saying, "come on. be a college student. drink. you're missing out on what it means to be a college kid" And part of me believes them and just wants to try it. Another part of me looks at what the Bible is telling me. I'm also telling myself that if I want my grandfather to stop drinking (I've been praying about that one a whole lot.) then I shouldn't START drinking. Agh, it's frustrating. I apologize. I didn't mean to turn this into a 'me' thing!!!