Hello everyone, I'm a Christian male 20 years old from Argentina. Yesterday my best friend who is female, same age and whom I've known for the past six years confessed she had feelings for me. Even after I've spent this past 6 years answering her that I would only marry a virgin woman and not date a non-virgin she had the guts to confess (if someone didn't get what I'm trying to point out, she isn't virgin). To be honest, as any man I find her appealing and attractive. However, the fact she has had more sexual partners than my heart can take and she only seemed repentant because I didn't like it makes me really doubt she may be a suitable partner. What I am trying to say is, she repents because I do not look for a non-virgin woman but had she fallen in love with a guy who doesn't really care, would she had repented?. To make things short, I do not how to move with this situation. She is my best friend and by fate she is the only friend that persisted through the years. I really don't want to pursue a relationship with her because 1) I am virgin and I would really like to have my first time with a first timer 2) I know myself and this virginity thing will get in the way and 3) I cannot really imagine myself well "becoming one with her" without feeling a bit disgusted. I want to state I do not think any less of her for not being virgin, she is my princess. Also, I noticed that I can't read anything regarding "cheating" without feeling extremelly uncomfortable. For example, I've just read in a local newspaper "What's the best time to let go a lover" and my whole mind was "Whoa! Has cheating become so common?? Poor poor spouse!".