livingrightforgod76

I dont know whether you know st martin's church at the bull ring I had my assessment last week it went ok but when I got back I completely broke down and this week has been tough. I am hoping that tomorrow will go better for me but today I have a headache and not feeling myself right now.

Housesitter

I know the Bull Ring area but not that specific church.
Do not worry if you break down a trained counsellor will not be thrown by that and will understand. There are times when we need to 'let it out' in a safe environment.

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livingrightforgod76

The thing is I hold my tears back. Sometimes I dont open up as much as I should do. I had to be careful what i said to the male assessor as I did not want any Lusting signs because what I talked about was very delicate to me.

I am still struggling now with it.

Boanerges

I am so sorry for your pain. The tears are part of the release you need to receive healing in your life do not be ashamed.

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Housesitter

That is very understandable but remember if this is a trained and accredited counsellor he will handle it in a professional manner just as your doctor would if you needed to discuss an embarassing physical illness.

The fears you are feeling are experienced by almost everyone who begind counselling.

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livingrightforgod76

I am seeing a lady counsellor. I do hope she is properly qualified or I wll have to wait for the church counsellor which I go to.

It is to do with sexuality I wont really say anymore as I am already worked up.