Too much to write. Even though I've believed since I was little, I still wandered away. I made myself an alcoholic. For almost a decade I tried to drown myself in alcohol. One day God gave me a warning. "You don't have much time! I'm not going to put up with this for much longer" So I struggled to quit. And I did quit drinking. I had one slip, and the next day, Any desire for alcohol was gone. God has reassured me that He's the one that did it. And he's blessed me with the faith he's been trying to give me all these years. And reassured me of many other things, but most of all my Salvation, that I've never had such an assurance before. So this is just a small part of it.