Found faith again through the help of a good friend. I started back with daily prayer and try to live life to a higher standard then i had been. I dont attend church, to be honest was never really my form of worship. I embrace God and give thanks for my life and loving family. I have been very in tune with spirits and entities from beyond. Ive been told I have a guardian angel at times. With good, comes evil. I feel a very dark presence and it takes over my thoughts. I can keep it at bay, but with the new found religion its back. My first night of prey, my mind races with the craziest demons and evil beings. I shook it away, but now in my home i feel it.. Amazing gift, but also very troubling. I cant decide what is good or bad anymore. Tvs turning on, burners turning on, good sign or bad ?? im an artistic person, but all throughout my life m art is very dark and morbid. Im not a bad person, im very loving.. I dont get it ??