Life Choices
I'm not having difficultly decideing what is right for me but I'm having difficulty communicating it with my mom. For example: I go to a penecostal church right now, but I also attend my friends church of the brethern. I love it at her church and I have a longing to be there, but when I go to my original church, I don't feel anything. I can't grow there, but my mom demands I be there because she feels like she's loosing me since I'm always either at work or school or with my boyfriend. I don't like spending time with her either because she tares me down about everything. I try to let it go but she hurts me with her words sometimes. I just can't be around her. Then, she tells me that I can NOT get married until I'm 24 or she won't pay for my wedding. I have a serious boyfriend, who I believe and have peace in my spirit about that he is the one, and we have talked about marriage before. We want to get married by 22. But right there I can't even tlak to my mom about my relationship because she'll go balistic. I just don't know what to do. I want to still be respectful to my relationship with her but at the same time, I have to separate myself from her and she just wont let go.
I'm not having difficultly decideing what is right for me but I'm having difficulty communicating it with my mom. For example: I go to a penecostal church right now, but I also attend my friends church of the brethern. I love it at her church and I have a longing to be there, but when I go to my original church, I don't feel anything. I can't grow there, but my mom demands I be there because she feels like she's loosing me since I'm always either at work or school or with my boyfriend. I don't like spending time with her either because she tares me down about everything. I try to let it go but she hurts me with her words sometimes. I just can't be around her. Then, she tells me that I can NOT get married until I'm 24 or she won't pay for my wedding. I have a serious boyfriend, who I believe and have peace in my spirit about that he is the one, and we have talked about marriage before. We want to get married by 22. But right there I can't even tlak to my mom about my relationship because she'll go balistic. I just don't know what to do. I want to still be respectful to my relationship with her but at the same time, I have to separate myself from her and she just wont let go.