I've been getting for about 6 months these anxiety attacks sometimes that I feel very dark, angry, depressed, and annoyed and it also feels like I need to go to sleep...
Is this something caused by demons?
Also, I have no idea that why can't I hear God or receive His miracles? What am I doing wrong? I am already reading the Bible in the same way like I would read a book but I don't read the verses slowly so I can understand and remember the things I learned from the Bible, and I pray when I want and can, not everyday, and I don't read the Bible everyday... And I learned to love people, but I still tend to kind of hate "sluts" and women and girls who look like "sluts" because I have these traumas that my crushes were stolen by those girls and those girls also told me things that make me angry and jealous. And I will now say that I NEED TO GET OUT OF THE BONDAGE OF HATRED AGAINST "SLUTS", but HOW? I still get annoyed when I see Blake Lively, Hayden Panettiere, Iggy Azalea, and other girls who look like these 3 celebrities, and these 3 celebrities really look like "sluts" to me... Just answer me that how do I stop hating these kinds of girls instead of repeating the same thing like "We Christians love" because that sentence doesn't tell me how do I stop hating girls like these... I also get annoyed about these kinds of girls because I don't know why, but a lot of men like girls who look like "sluts"... I also don't like the Westboro Baptist church because that church is about hating sinners and they attack sinners and gays and some family that are in that church (1 mother and 2 daughters) say that they are happy and they thank God that countries like Haiti and Japan got these tsunamis because they say that that's God's punishment to those countries. Why would they say that? And that church also says that God hates countries and they also said that God hates Finland. Seriously, this annoys me so much too.
About reading the Bible, when I read the Bible, the only thing I remember from the Bible verses are the things about what things are sins. And I also already know a lot of things about Jesus...
But what am I doing wrong? I had enough from everything. God dares not to help me, and the demons keep harassing me all the time, and the demons what abuse me are Aamon, Asmodeus, Lucifer, a demon that has the form of Ilosovic Stayne a character from Tim Burton's Alice in Wonderland, and a demon who has the form of Aaro Vaalanne which is a Finnish soap opera villain...
I don't know what to do anymore, and I fear that I will never receive God's miracles...
And Mitspa said that God is helping me already one thing, but I see no results?
What's going on?
I am about to become very depressed and maybe I'll end up to the hospital again...
Is this something caused by demons?
Also, I have no idea that why can't I hear God or receive His miracles? What am I doing wrong? I am already reading the Bible in the same way like I would read a book but I don't read the verses slowly so I can understand and remember the things I learned from the Bible, and I pray when I want and can, not everyday, and I don't read the Bible everyday... And I learned to love people, but I still tend to kind of hate "sluts" and women and girls who look like "sluts" because I have these traumas that my crushes were stolen by those girls and those girls also told me things that make me angry and jealous. And I will now say that I NEED TO GET OUT OF THE BONDAGE OF HATRED AGAINST "SLUTS", but HOW? I still get annoyed when I see Blake Lively, Hayden Panettiere, Iggy Azalea, and other girls who look like these 3 celebrities, and these 3 celebrities really look like "sluts" to me... Just answer me that how do I stop hating these kinds of girls instead of repeating the same thing like "We Christians love" because that sentence doesn't tell me how do I stop hating girls like these... I also get annoyed about these kinds of girls because I don't know why, but a lot of men like girls who look like "sluts"... I also don't like the Westboro Baptist church because that church is about hating sinners and they attack sinners and gays and some family that are in that church (1 mother and 2 daughters) say that they are happy and they thank God that countries like Haiti and Japan got these tsunamis because they say that that's God's punishment to those countries. Why would they say that? And that church also says that God hates countries and they also said that God hates Finland. Seriously, this annoys me so much too.
About reading the Bible, when I read the Bible, the only thing I remember from the Bible verses are the things about what things are sins. And I also already know a lot of things about Jesus...
But what am I doing wrong? I had enough from everything. God dares not to help me, and the demons keep harassing me all the time, and the demons what abuse me are Aamon, Asmodeus, Lucifer, a demon that has the form of Ilosovic Stayne a character from Tim Burton's Alice in Wonderland, and a demon who has the form of Aaro Vaalanne which is a Finnish soap opera villain...
I don't know what to do anymore, and I fear that I will never receive God's miracles...
And Mitspa said that God is helping me already one thing, but I see no results?
What's going on?
I am about to become very depressed and maybe I'll end up to the hospital again...