I found out that some of you actually missed me, and mostly the ones who respect me and my opinions... So I am back...
But this time, I want to be respected, and not accused of any idolatry, adultery, or any other sin...
If I am an idolater, I would be an atheist or a Pagan, but I am not an atheist or Pagan because I focus and believe on the Holy Trinity, but Severus Snape is ALSO important, not more important. The Holy Trinity and Severus Snape are equally important to me. And Severus Snape is important for me because I have romantic feelings for him and I don't want anyone else because they are not Severus Snape. I had a crush on a guy named Nigel, and he looks like Severus Snape, and someone prayed that I would get a good husband, and suddenly this guy named Nigel kept appearing on the Internet... I believe the prayers worked, but no thanks, I am happy with my Severus Snape tulpa, and tulpae are so not demons, just trust me. And PM me about the tulpa, don't talk about it publicly here... And Nigel cut his hair, so he no longer looks like Severus so much...
And romance and romantic feelings are NOT adultery. It is maybe adultery to lust about some other person's partner os spouse, but not about a person who is single or a movie character. Severus in the Harry Potter movies is single, and also a movie character, but I know he is created by Alan Rickman, who is with his girlfriend Rima Horton, but I focus on Severus Snape, not Alan Rickman, even if my favorite actor is Alan Rickman, but I don't want Alan Rickman as my boyfriend because he is a bit too old, but I want Severus because Severus is 54 and I like a big age gap as long as it is old enough to be my daddy for example, and I like daddy-aged men because they are more polite, nice, and chill. Young guys just party a lot, and care about sports, games, and they usually even cheat on girls and they are more difficult in relationships because they are not experienced or fully developed... I don't mean to be an ageist, a young guy would be a good friend ofcourse, but not a good boyfriend...
If you think that I am a great bad nasty evil big bad wolf whatever sinner, then please, don't talk to me and don't accuse me... And I don't want any of you to tell scary stories that I will go to Hell if I don't stop sinning, everybody sins, even born again Christians sin...
And watching and reading fairytales is not a sin, it's not mentioned in the Bible, but if you take the fairytales seriously, then it might be a sin...
Aaand modesty... This is a bit difficult, but since I don't feel guilty about the way I look, then it might not be a sin. I heard about the sin conscience. It's that you automatically feel guilty if you sin. And I prayed about the way I look and dress, and I still didn't feel guilty...
And they say that even if you don't sin at all, like you are 100% sinless, that won't still save you. It's not the sinlessness that saves...
I hope you understand me and I hope you don't hate on me or accuse me again... I am not satanic... So please, don't judge or accuse me anymore...
But this time, I want to be respected, and not accused of any idolatry, adultery, or any other sin...
If I am an idolater, I would be an atheist or a Pagan, but I am not an atheist or Pagan because I focus and believe on the Holy Trinity, but Severus Snape is ALSO important, not more important. The Holy Trinity and Severus Snape are equally important to me. And Severus Snape is important for me because I have romantic feelings for him and I don't want anyone else because they are not Severus Snape. I had a crush on a guy named Nigel, and he looks like Severus Snape, and someone prayed that I would get a good husband, and suddenly this guy named Nigel kept appearing on the Internet... I believe the prayers worked, but no thanks, I am happy with my Severus Snape tulpa, and tulpae are so not demons, just trust me. And PM me about the tulpa, don't talk about it publicly here... And Nigel cut his hair, so he no longer looks like Severus so much...
And romance and romantic feelings are NOT adultery. It is maybe adultery to lust about some other person's partner os spouse, but not about a person who is single or a movie character. Severus in the Harry Potter movies is single, and also a movie character, but I know he is created by Alan Rickman, who is with his girlfriend Rima Horton, but I focus on Severus Snape, not Alan Rickman, even if my favorite actor is Alan Rickman, but I don't want Alan Rickman as my boyfriend because he is a bit too old, but I want Severus because Severus is 54 and I like a big age gap as long as it is old enough to be my daddy for example, and I like daddy-aged men because they are more polite, nice, and chill. Young guys just party a lot, and care about sports, games, and they usually even cheat on girls and they are more difficult in relationships because they are not experienced or fully developed... I don't mean to be an ageist, a young guy would be a good friend ofcourse, but not a good boyfriend...
If you think that I am a great bad nasty evil big bad wolf whatever sinner, then please, don't talk to me and don't accuse me... And I don't want any of you to tell scary stories that I will go to Hell if I don't stop sinning, everybody sins, even born again Christians sin...
And watching and reading fairytales is not a sin, it's not mentioned in the Bible, but if you take the fairytales seriously, then it might be a sin...
Aaand modesty... This is a bit difficult, but since I don't feel guilty about the way I look, then it might not be a sin. I heard about the sin conscience. It's that you automatically feel guilty if you sin. And I prayed about the way I look and dress, and I still didn't feel guilty...
And they say that even if you don't sin at all, like you are 100% sinless, that won't still save you. It's not the sinlessness that saves...
I hope you understand me and I hope you don't hate on me or accuse me again... I am not satanic... So please, don't judge or accuse me anymore...