Best Friend
Something has been bothering me lately, mostly about past experiances.
You see, the first bestfriend I had ended up using me to get to my girlfriend, the second bestfriend used me to get himself popular then got rid of me. Now I have friends yes, but I had always wanted that bestfriend with whom we fool around, get into trouble and have a wonderful time. The kind of friendship that forms between two guys who have been friends since childhood. (I'm 16 by the way.)
Anyways suddenly I'm in a real desperate need for a bestfriend who won't use me, a friend very similar to myself, not bound by modern corruptive thought.
I have Christ as a bestfriend yes, but I need a "physical" one too.
So the stupid question is, and I actually feel emberassed about saying this: Will God eventually....uhm...whats the word....allow me to meet (?) this perfect bestfriend of mine if I ask him? I know its stupid in a way, but I don't know what to really do, its like I'm using God...
Something has been bothering me lately, mostly about past experiances.
You see, the first bestfriend I had ended up using me to get to my girlfriend, the second bestfriend used me to get himself popular then got rid of me. Now I have friends yes, but I had always wanted that bestfriend with whom we fool around, get into trouble and have a wonderful time. The kind of friendship that forms between two guys who have been friends since childhood. (I'm 16 by the way.)
Anyways suddenly I'm in a real desperate need for a bestfriend who won't use me, a friend very similar to myself, not bound by modern corruptive thought.
I have Christ as a bestfriend yes, but I need a "physical" one too.
So the stupid question is, and I actually feel emberassed about saying this: Will God eventually....uhm...whats the word....allow me to meet (?) this perfect bestfriend of mine if I ask him? I know its stupid in a way, but I don't know what to really do, its like I'm using God...