I got saved again today!
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Well, I don't know how many times it's "required", probably only once. But today at our evening worship I went to the front of the church to be saved. I've done this a few times in my life but this time I actually knew what I was doing...let me explain. When my sister in law and I decided we wanted to start going to church we decided we would go to one for a few weeks then try another out until we found one that worked for us - figuring we'd end up in different churches because everyone has different preferences. Anyways, the first church we went to at the end of the sermon the Pastor said "Please raise your hand if you need Jesus in your life, if you know that you can't do this alone" well, we both raised our hands assuming everyone else would as well because who doesn't need Him....and if your at church you are usually willing to admit that you need Him. After we had raised our hands he announced that those of us raising our hands would be ushered to the front to be saved....and so on. So we went up front without realizing why. I was sort of in a state of shock when I was up there since I feel it was a bit tricky of him to do that, so I didnt really think about what was happening and I don't feel like it was legitimate.
Well today at the end of the sermon I raised my hand and I knew why. I have been going to that church for nearly 6 months now so it seemed sort of silly, especially since I"m very involved and alot of people recognize me - they are probably all thinking "What is she doing up there" but I did it anyways. I had to do it though, I felt that I had to go up there and accept Jesus Christ as my Savior and dedicate my life to Him sincerely. I was shaking but I did it and I'm proud of myself! Next step is water baptism - which I've already done before too but I really just feel like I need to rededicate my life to Him so I'm sort of starting fresh.
Oh - and when I went to the front they took me into a back room and prayed with me and gave me a few books. Some very nice ones - one of them is sort of like a concordance that I can look up something - like Love - and find all the verses in the Bible that talk about it. I also got a Bible, just the New Testament but it's nice because it's thin and I can carry it everywhere I go.
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