MartyLK

I think I know what's going on, the assaulter probably kept pleading his case around his family like, "he has a family to feed" and all that. The former boss, desiring any excuse he can get to use against me, is using this to nullify his conscience when it tells him he committed a crime against me. He is probably using this to sooth his conscience before God, thinking he's justified in sacrificing me for the greater good of protecting the assaulter's family. Saying that, the courts should have never threatened to throw the assaulter in prison, then. They should never had required him to maintain a job because he might not have. Then they would actually have to take him from his family and put him in prison. Saying that, God should never have threatened to throw any of us in Hell because He might actually have to do it. But He did threaten us all, and the courts, the legal system, did threaten the assaulter and, with regard to his assault against me, he was threatened with being reported. Why? Why did the courts threaten to take him away from his family? Why did God threaten to throw us all in Hell? Why was he threatened with being reported for assaulting me?

The former boss doesn't care about right and wrong. His whole agenda in this thing is finding and having an excuse he could manipulate in his mind well enough to use against me and not suffer from a guilty conscience. The problem with this is....remember, he doesn't actually believe in God, just pretends to...he can't fool God. God sees all things and knows right from wrong. God didn't look at our futures and dare not threaten us because He might actually have to fulfill that threat. He doesn't look at the excuse the former boss uses to commit sin against me and allow it for the sake of the assaulter's family and future. He looks at the assaulter being given a whole weekend plus an extra day to come to repentance and make amends with his victim. So what the former boss is doing, and how the Lord looks at it, is he is putting himself above God, taking God's place, by maintaining his justification for committing his sin against me, even though the Lord requires repentance, the former boss says the sins aren't something to repent of.

It would have gone better for the boss to have allowed the Lord to bring the assaulter to repentance. It would have been better for the former boss to have found some other means for punishing me. His conscience sparks up every now and then, I'm sure, but he tells himself he did what he did for the sake of a family and the future of the assaulter. Will God look at him like he's doing good? Absolutely not. In fact, he's doing treachery. The reason for this is because nobody can mock God. Nobody can put forth an excuse for their sin, no matter how sincere and genuine and well meaning the sin is. The former boss is still going to Hell because of non-repentance. The assaulter is still going to Hell because of non-repentance. They may very well repent but, repentance still involves making amends to me and repairing the damage they have done to me and untill they repair the damage done to me by setting the situation straight, they are still committing sin against God. And that is non-repentance. They have to come to me and apologize, don't they? They cannot sit there and expect that their sins will be forgiven without coming to repentance. And this coming to repentance involves going to the person the sin was committed against and saying, I'm sorry, please forgive me. If they did that, it would give me the opportunity to help the situation. As it stands right now, they require God to come to them and apologize for threatening them with Hell because of their sins. They can't call me on the phone, apologize for a crime and then, expecting forgiveness from me, go and lie and say all kinds of bad things to make the situation very bad for me. They can't just sit there and let my future go away, be sacrificed. The Lord won't allow that. What they are doing is expecting me to come to them.

It's not that amends can't be made. What they are doing is sacrificing my future for the sake of the assaulter and his family. They don't have that right and God certainly doesn't give them that right. I'm the only one who can sacrifice myself. I did sacrifice myself, to attempt to bring the assaulter to repentance. I knew he needed to repent of his crime. I had no intentions of bringing legal action against him because I was sacrificing myself for him. I waited and waited for him to apologize...that's a lot for their ego to deal with....but his attitude was I owed him an apology...for causing him to commit a sin. He took it upon himself to whip himself into a hissy and anger and is now saying he has an excuse before God because I caused him to be this way. He caused himself to be that way. God never gave us the excuse of saying the Devil caused us to sin. According to them, God is unjust in punishing us because it's the Devil's fault. The Devil made us all sin. Like I said, the former boss is putting himself above God. Not only that, but I made every attempt to get the assaulter somewhere where he would be at ease...away from me. The assaulter, at one time long before this mess, said to me he was a talker. And by that he meant, he could convince anyone of anything. He certainly is convincing the former boss to sin against God. When the former boss sins against me he's sinning against God.

I don't care how senile or forgetful the former boss is, he cannot mock God. He will make full payment for all of this with his eternal soul. Just as surely as a person rejects the saving grace in Christ they will certainly pay for it with their eternal soul. Both of these people have opportunity to stop my future's destruction but they refuse to for their particular reasons that they think are an excuse to God. There is also a third party in this and from what I know of him, he has no life in him. He most assuredly will see Satan face to face forever, not because of the blatant lies he told the authorities against me but, because he rejects the saving grace in Christ. I talked with him, witnessing to him, and he believes his good deeds will get him into Heaven. He believes he can live a good enough life and the Lord will let him into Heaven. I suppose blatant lies to God's established authorities is his version of doing good. The former boss knows this third person is lying. He goes with the lie because he can use it as an excuse for punishing me. That's his whole motive here, bringing much desired punishment against me. He will not allow any possible, acceptable means to go by and not use it to punish me. As long as he can manipulate his conscience, he is going to use it against me.

If I know this, how can he think God doesn't see through his schemes and mockery?

Actually, my life is in the Lord's hands. They may well repent but for them to repent and not do anything to help me is still sin.

Boanerges

Marty you need to release that man into God's hands so you can began to receive God's healing in your own life- that being said I need to go in pray now and release someone who hurt me- say ouch or say amen! your bother Larry