bmc196

A hurtful and rejecting situation played out in my life again and again and again. It was as if I was forced to confront something that needed healing. My healing was when I realised, by being shown, that God is my total security.100% These hurtful and rejecting situations do not need to hurt me again. Feeling anxiety and pain in my body, is okay too. It was uncanny. Situations played out, where even Christians behaved out of context before my eyes. I am starting to think that God played his hand to help me see and feel something I needed to work through. I think this is true. I think it is important to see this is something totaly outside of my control. Having this as a God possibility puts much of the Bible, that I have always said to myself - do not take it so literaly. I am beginning to see that I may be mistaken with this thinking. Whoa, Its as if the jigsaw is coming together and just when I think I have found a picture, to my surprise it is something unimaginable.

bmc

ps- excuse spelling errors as I am rushed and cannot find a spellcheck and have not the time to copy/paste to format that does etc.

Boanerges

He works all things for the good of those who love Him and are called according to His purpose. In His great love God is constantly leading us closer to His heart and deeper into His freedom.

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“Neither skill nor knowledge is needed to go to God, all that is necessary is a heart dedicated entirely and solely to Him out of love for Him above all others.”
Brother Lawrence