THE INNER ROOM - "Learn and Grow - to Maturity". Please read the OP. - Page 121

Faithwoman · 07-24-2008, 03:04 PM

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PS - How about calling your power chair "The Cadillac"?

how about calling it Mirci?(sounding like Murky).. but short for Miracelous. because that is what God is doing in your life.. he is preparing and strengthening you for his miracle of healing.. or better yet..

Call her.. Miracle.....

God blessed you with that chair... he is bringing you forth..

A might fortress is our God!
Robin

Faithwoman · 07-24-2008, 03:08 PM

Might I add, that with the IR taking a temporary close..

That this does not mean any one of us, needs to stop learning..

There are teachers, there are prophets and right now I forget the rest of the verse..

But take heed, keep learning.. just today I was lead from one thread to the threads of Phrophesy... oh my.. had not read alot about that ..
Fluffy, about fire.. man oh man... that one must be near and dear to your heart.........

it is true people.. it is coming.. he is coming.. we must be prepared.

as it says in the word.. at the end times things will get worse.. men will become lovers of money, lovers of self, sexual immorality will be out of control.. it all saddens me... let's get it together folks... keep strengthening ourselves.. and lead others to Christ!

Ok.. it is 10:07 I have counseling at 10:20 am... then head out on a 7 hour trip with God.. I can't find my cell phone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. Lord show me where it is at..

Hugs
Faithwoman

Faithwoman · 07-24-2008, 04:48 PM

PRAISES TO YOU HEAVENLY FATHER! PRAISES OF ALL GLORY!
I FOUND MY CELL PHONE.. THANK YOU! BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY IN MY COUNSELING SESSION TODAY DEAR FATHER YOU GUIDED THE COUNSELOR AND MYSELF TO AN ANSWER I HAD BEEN SEARCHING FOR YEARS FOR!

I THOUGHT ALL ALONG FATHER, IT WAS TRUST, YES THAT WAS PART OF IT, BUT YOU WERE SO GRACIOUS TODAY TO SHOW ME THAT IT WAS THE HUMILIATION, THE SHAME AND THE REJECTIONS OF MY LIFE THAT WERE LIVING DEEP IN MY SOUL. FATHER YOU ARE SO AWESOME! YOU ARE MY LIFE! I PRAISE YOU FOR THE PEACE THAT I FELT AFTER BEING LED TO REPEAT A PRAYER WITH PASTOR CY TO YOU LORD.. I PRAYED TO SITTING IN IN THE CHAIR WAITING FOR MY APPOINTMENT THAT YOU WOULD BLESS THE APPOINTMENT AND BE WITH US BOTH.. GOD YOU WERE.. YOU SHOWED ME YOUR LOVE TODAY IN SUCH AN AWESOME WAY.. CONTINUE TO GUIDE ME, CONTINUE TO HEAL ME OF THAT SHAME, REJECTION AND HUMILIATION THAT HAS DUG AWAY AT ME FOR YEARS.

LORD I PRAY THAT ALL OTHERS MAY CONTINUE TO SEEK YOU, CONTINUE TO LOVE YOU AND CONTINUE TO HAVE FAITH AND BELIEVE IN YOU.

AMEN
FAITHWOMAN

Bondman · 07-25-2008, 05:10 AM

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Originally Posted by forgivenWretch

Wow, where to start. I truly understand, Bondman, the necessity for this having to be put on hold. So many of us suffer with chronic pain and other sickness, which can be debilitating, and it is quite understood the reasoning behind your decisions.

Bondman, you have been a great blessing for me and I feel I can speak for the rest also. You sir are one very special gentleman, and we all care for you deeply.

I love you brother and I pray that God will intervene and allow for the healing. May He take both of you in His arms, hold you tightly and give you the healing for all of your physical problems.

YBIC,

Wayne (forgivenWretch)

Thankyou so much for your very kind words, Wayne!

Yes it will be incredible to receive healing of all our many physical problems as Fluffy and I believe the Lord will do, in His time. If this is not to be, then Paul so wonderfully expressed the truth that going to be with the Lord is even better! While this is not what I'm expecting, after nearly dying 5 times during my life I'm sure looking forward to literally getting to see Jesus face to face at last!

I've struggled with a lot of hardships and hard times for over 30 years now and either in one way or the other for these to finally have to give way as God acts is SO wonderful to think upon!!

Wayne, I know that you will continue to grow in the Lord despite your hardships, or maybe because of them, as I have. Bless you and yours heaps, my brother!

- BM

Bondman · 07-25-2008, 05:14 AM

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Originally Posted by Faithwoman

PRAISES TO YOU HEAVENLY FATHER! PRAISES OF ALL GLORY!
I FOUND MY CELL PHONE.. THANK YOU! BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY IN MY COUNSELING SESSION TODAY DEAR FATHER YOU GUIDED THE COUNSELOR AND MYSELF TO AN ANSWER I HAD BEEN SEARCHING FOR YEARS FOR!

I THOUGHT ALL ALONG FATHER, IT WAS TRUST, YES THAT WAS PART OF IT, BUT YOU WERE SO GRACIOUS TODAY TO SHOW ME THAT IT WAS THE HUMILIATION, THE SHAME AND THE REJECTIONS OF MY LIFE THAT WERE LIVING DEEP IN MY SOUL. FATHER YOU ARE SO AWESOME! YOU ARE MY LIFE! I PRAISE YOU FOR THE PEACE THAT I FELT AFTER BEING LED TO REPEAT A PRAYER WITH PASTOR CY TO YOU LORD.. I PRAYED TO SITTING IN IN THE CHAIR WAITING FOR MY APPOINTMENT THAT YOU WOULD BLESS THE APPOINTMENT AND BE WITH US BOTH.. GOD YOU WERE.. YOU SHOWED ME YOUR LOVE TODAY IN SUCH AN AWESOME WAY.. CONTINUE TO GUIDE ME, CONTINUE TO HEAL ME OF THAT SHAME, REJECTION AND HUMILIATION THAT HAS DUG AWAY AT ME FOR YEARS.

LORD I PRAY THAT ALL OTHERS MAY CONTINUE TO SEEK YOU, CONTINUE TO LOVE YOU AND CONTINUE TO HAVE FAITH AND BELIEVE IN YOU.

AMEN
FAITHWOMAN

Oh wow, how wonderful! Things like shame, humiliation and rejection are SO debilitating in anyone's life. So happy for you that you now know, and that God is healing and will continue to do so.

Bondman · 07-25-2008, 05:23 AM

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Originally Posted by Fluffy

Some people may say its denial, but I dont think so. As I was reading Bondman's post, I got the feeling that this was only temporary.
Bondman, your healing IS coming! I know it, I know it, I know it!
One way or another, you and the missus are going to be restored to better than new!
In the meantime, know that we will continue to pray for you, and miss you like crazy! You have been a good friend to all of us here, and look forward to see your smiling face doing the jitterbug!

PS - How about calling your power chair "The Cadillac"?

I feel like it's you who's been the dear friend to us, Fluf!! Thankyou for your love and care and support over a long period. That's been sooo special!

I didn't get the 'denial' bit, but I'm probaby just being dense.

'Cadillac' eh... Don't have them here, tho we know what they are. Instead maybe Merc (Mercedes) or Beamer (BMW). Hmm... does this sports Beamer look similar to my Power Chair? - top down n all!

SweetSurrender · 07-25-2008, 05:48 AM

Something made me check my emails at this late hour and I'm so glad (or is that sad) that I did. I will try to hold up long enough to write this cause of the bitter/sweetness of it. I'm glad I've printed out all your messages as you wrote them and I have re-read them many times.

Of course I will continue praying for you two to touch God's Heart on your behalf. What month of the year is the best to travel to Australia to see you? Remember, it's free for me. No worries there! I have your email address, so I will be checking in, and I'm set up to be notified of messages on the site.

You know how I feel about you two, so don't get me started! I need to get back to bed and let Jesus comfort me in my sorrow. You know I love you Bondman! I would trade my body for yours if God would let me, but I don't think you would appreciate being a girl! Can't wait to see ya! Love, Sweets

This reminds me of you, BM, feeding the hungry little souls. Hungry for more of God.

Bondman · 07-25-2008, 03:40 PM

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Originally Posted by SweetSurrender

Something made me check my emails at this late hour and I'm so glad (or is that sad) that I did. I will try to hold up long enough to write this cause of the bitter/sweetness of it. I'm glad I've printed out all your messages as you wrote them and I have re-read them many times.

Of course I will continue praying for you two to touch God's Heart on your behalf. What month of the year is the best to travel to Australia to see you? Remember, it's free for me. No worries there! I have your email address, so I will be checking in, and I'm set up to be notified of messages on the site.

You know how I feel about you two, so don't get me started! I need to get back to bed and let Jesus comfort me in my sorrow. You know I love you Bondman! I would trade my body for yours if God would let me, but I don't think you would appreciate being a girl! Can't wait to see ya! Love, Sweets

This reminds me of you, BM, feeding the hungry little souls. Hungry for more of God.

Oh, Sweets, that is all so lovely! Thankyou so much from us both!! It's been one of the joys of my life to watch you and the Lord get together like you have! That's a couple of lovely ladies here coming from such difficult backgrounds and now motoring on so well with Jesus - and I am so proud of you both!!

Like the birds above I see your hunger for Him! Me too!!

Then for you to say in a PM that you'd happily give some of your strength, then here that you'd trade your body for me - that's the sort of thinking and attitude that the IR has been about: love of the GIVING agape type, where we'll give to and for another, not considering ourselves, not expecting anything in return.

My prayer is that all Inner Room members will think hard, consider a lot, and pray much to reach this important - no, this ESSENTIAL, goal.

All our love!

- BM and Mrs

Prayer Team you'll be receiving a PM soon to update you about my health.

Bondman · 07-25-2008, 03:59 PM

It was plumb amazing to see another 'alignment' of numbers at the bottom of the page that had the last message on it and notification about the temporary closure:

Messages: 120
Replies: 1,200 exactly
Pages: 120

The only one that "got away from us" a little was Views: 13,852 (should have just been 12,000!!)

Not too bad a way to stop I guess (whether temporary or permanent!!!)

With deepest feeling to the ever-present One Who loves totally:

"Lord, You are my God, and I praise your Name unto the highest heavens!!"

- Bondman - a SINNER, saved by GRACE alone!!

Faithwoman · 07-26-2008, 06:02 PM

Not sure if this will come through or not.

anway I traveled to Ohio for the reunion of folks from another forum site.. and when I went to check in at hotel, my reservation could not be found!

It is a very long story.. but God had another plan.. I had to travel to another hotel 20 min further.. but it was $ 120.00 cheaper for the 2 nites.. when I arrived at 11:30 last nite. I was sitting on the bench outside and this man came up and sat on a bench across from me.
we started talking.. yes I love to talk.. we talked until 6 AM until he had to catch his flight out..

God placed this man in my life to reaffirm everything that the Lord revealed to me on Thursday...this man believes in God.. but has just this one piece that he struggles with.. this man and I talked so much and challenged each other in our beliefs and struggles.. and as I learned Thursday in therapy.. I am worthy of a man with integrity and a man of God, and yes.. I am worthy of a good looking handsome man.. .

I have all that in the Lord, but until he brings me home, he will provide for me and bless me in so many ways.

It was amazing that the Lord did all this, canceled my reservation.. I was spooking the man out.. he had been at a bar near the hotel earlier was hitting on a much younger woman.. he could have "sealed the deal" but he just did not feel right.. so he came back to hotel and there was the woman that God wanted him to be with that night!

IT WAS A HUGE STEP OF OBEDIENCE AS WELL! The "old" Robin would have done much more than talk on the bench! .. I feel great today!

Bondman! thank you! thank you ! thank you! Thank you Lord!

Hugs

I will be writing a little thing about this whole event soon and will post on the Coffee House..

faithwoman

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