3nails+1cross=4GIVEN

same same same~ glad you set up this club!
anyways,the med I took made me dizzy at times,otherwise I'm fine.I suppose.I don't get much sleep not cause of the medicine,but more so because I am afraid that if I sleep,I may not wake up

my friend used to coax me into sleeping by telling me that there are many ways to die..and it's more peaceful to die in one's sleep..then she'll sing a random song.. & now she's dead.Suicide.Ironic?

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You just don't forget the dead..

Coincidence is when God chooses to remain anonymous.

Beloved

Yes, very ironic...

The Lord has known us since ........

Psalm 139


1 O Lord, you have examined my heart
and know everything about me.
2 You know when I sit down or stand up.
You know my thoughts even when I’m far away.
3 You see me when I travel
and when I rest at home.
You know everything I do.
4 You know what I am going to say
even before I say it, Lord.
5 You go before me and follow me.
You place your hand of blessing on my head.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too great for me to understand!

7 I can never escape from your Spirit!
I can never get away from your presence!
8 If I go up to heaven, you are there;
if I go down to the grave,[a] you are there.
9 If I ride the wings of the morning,
if I dwell by the farthest oceans,
10 even there your hand will guide me,
and your strength will support me.
11 I could ask the darkness to hide me
and the light around me to become night—
12 but even in darkness I cannot hide from you.
To you the night shines as bright as day.
Darkness and light are the same to you.

13 You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body
and knit me together in my mother’s womb.
14 Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex!
Your workmanship is marvelous—how well I know it.

15 You watched me as I was being formed in utter seclusion,
as I was woven together in the dark of the womb.
16 You saw me before I was born.

Every day of my life was recorded in your book.

Every moment was laid out
before a single day had passed.
17 How precious are your thoughts about me,[b] O God.
They cannot be numbered!
18 I can’t even count them;
they outnumber the grains of sand!
And when I wake up,
you are still with me!
19 O God, if only you would destroy the wicked!
Get out of my life, you murderers!
20 They blaspheme you;
your enemies misuse your name.
21 O Lord, shouldn’t I hate those who hate you?
Shouldn’t I despise those who oppose you?
22 Yes, I hate them with total hatred,
for your enemies are my enemies. 23 Search me, O God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
24 Point out anything in me that offends you,
and lead me along the path of everlasting life.

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Shalom

( SHALOM says: Completeness, wholeness, health, peace, welfare, safety soundness, tranquility, prosperity, perfectness, fullness, rest, harmony, the absence of agitation or discord. )

Beloved
1 Corinthians 14:1 Let Love be your highest goal.

Beloved

There are many ways to live 4given... All of them right if they are of the Lords Will...

This fear of dying in your sleep will one day pass...

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Shalom

( SHALOM says: Completeness, wholeness, health, peace, welfare, safety soundness, tranquility, prosperity, perfectness, fullness, rest, harmony, the absence of agitation or discord. )

Beloved
1 Corinthians 14:1 Let Love be your highest goal.

Beloved

Though I have said this before it's repeated for the Newbies...

Mental illness runs in my family, on both sides...

5 suicides in the last 100 years on my mothers side...

DON'T BE ASHAMED OR STIGMATIZED IF YOUR FAMILY TREE HAS THIS

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Shalom

( SHALOM says: Completeness, wholeness, health, peace, welfare, safety soundness, tranquility, prosperity, perfectness, fullness, rest, harmony, the absence of agitation or discord. )

Beloved
1 Corinthians 14:1 Let Love be your highest goal.

3nails+1cross=4GIVEN

one day I hope he'll turn my nightmares into dreams,phobia into reality.


no one in my family ever had anythin remotely got to do with depression/ experienced suicide of someone close.I am the freak in the family.

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You just don't forget the dead..

Coincidence is when God chooses to remain anonymous.

Beloved

You may not have a family tree of depression...

Some people cover up their depression with drugs and alcohol to cope...

Some never mention it because of the stigma... the closet syndrome...

I'll say it again ...I am so proud of you for coming out at least on-line...

Depending on circumstance I recommend people consider the ramifications on family, friends co-workers...

But here CFS we can be freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

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Shalom

( SHALOM says: Completeness, wholeness, health, peace, welfare, safety soundness, tranquility, prosperity, perfectness, fullness, rest, harmony, the absence of agitation or discord. )

Beloved
1 Corinthians 14:1 Let Love be your highest goal.

Beloved

I felt like a black sheep when I was young...

I came from a divorce mother which in my culture was un-heard of...

People avoided my mother and me...

I was told I would give a puppy cooties, that I wanted to pet by some of the kids...

I felt like a freak too!

Then I was taller than anyone in my class, and looked much older as well... Then I got this Jewish nose and had to wear glasses... I wanted to hide...

You won't always feel that way............ Child of the Most High God

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Shalom

( SHALOM says: Completeness, wholeness, health, peace, welfare, safety soundness, tranquility, prosperity, perfectness, fullness, rest, harmony, the absence of agitation or discord. )

Beloved
1 Corinthians 14:1 Let Love be your highest goal.

3nails+1cross=4GIVEN

I dont really have a family. )l:

I can't really make friends except online.I just dont know how to talk to REAL life peeps. =x

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You just don't forget the dead..

Coincidence is when God chooses to remain anonymous.

pattycake

Well=we are real life people-withn a great thing in common-Jesus Christ-and He is the Great Phycision able to heal us all!!~!

3nails+1cross=4GIVEN

I do know you guys are real-but what I meant was the people that I meet everyday,people I am supposed to interact with..

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You just don't forget the dead..

Coincidence is when God chooses to remain anonymous.