The dream ignored but god dealt with me

THIS DREAM CAUSED ME A LOT OF THINKING. I ASKED MYSELF WHY OF ALL PEOPLE HE CHOSE TO TALK TO ME AND GAVE ME SUCH A DIFFICULT TASK. AT THOSE TIMES I WAS NOT A VERY RELIGIOUS PERSON. I DON'T PRAY OFTEN. I ONLY PRAY WHEN I NEED GOD'S HELP. I WAS AN ARROGANT PERSON, SELFISH, INCONSIDERATE, APATHETIC AND LUKEWARM, NO LOVE FOR OTHERS BUT MYSELF. I GO TO MASS EVERY SUNDAY AND I'M BOTHERED IF I DON'T GO TO MASS. FOR ME GOING TO MASS MAKES MY WEEK COMPLETE. I THOUGHT A LOT OF MONEY FOR MYSELF WILL MAKE ME HAPPY. THOUGH I HAD A LITTLE FEAR IN GOD, IT WAS NOT ENOUGH TO MAKE ME A GOOD CHRISTIAN IN THE SIGHT OF GOD AND OTHERS. PERHAPS IT WAS BECAUSE OF THIS THAT I BEGAN TO THINK THAT MAYBE THIS WAS JUST LIKE AN ORDINARY DREAM. SO, I JUST TRIED TO EVADE THE DREAM IN MY MIND AND FORGET IT. DAYS , WEEKS AND MONTHS HAVE PASSED UNTIL SUCH TIME WHEN I BECAME PREGNANT WITH MY YOUNGEST CHILD. WHEN I WAS ON MY 5th MONTH OF GESTATION, I BEGAN TO EXPERIENCE THE SIGNS AND SYMPTOMS OF PRE-ECLAMPSIA. I HAD HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE WHICH WAS ACCOMPANIED WITH HEADACHE, EPIGASTRIC PAINS, ANASARCA GR. 3 AND ALL KINDS OF DISCOMFORTS IN MY BODY. THESE SIGNS AND SYMPTOMS WERE WORSENED BY FATIGUE, STRESS AND PRESSURES IN MY WORK AND FAMILY PROBLEMS. AT BARELY 5 DAYS BEFORE THE 8th MONTH OF GESTATION, I ACCOMPANIED MY HUSBAND TO A HOUSE TO HOUSE CAMPAIGN. HE WAS THEN RUNNING FOR A HIGH POSITION IN ONE OF THE ELECTRIC COMPANIES IN OUR PROVINCE. AT THAT TIME I EXPERIENCED SEVERE EPIGASTRIC PAIN, SEVERE PULSATING HEADACHES FROM HEAD TO FOOT, SEVERE ANASARCA, BLURRING OF VISION AND NAUSEA. IT WAS SO INTENSE THAT I DECIDED TO GO HOME I COULD NO LONGER STAY AND FINISH THE SPEECH OF MY HUSBAND. THEY DROVE ME HOME AND I TOOK MY OWN BP. IT SHOOT UP TO 270/160 mmhg. AFTER TAKING MY BP I LOST CONSCIOUSNESS FOR A FEW MINUTES . IN THAT STATE OF UNCONSCIOUSNESS I EXPERIENCED AN EXTRAORDINARY FEELING OF SERENITY WHICH I HAD NEVER EXPERIENCED IN MY WHOLE LIFE. THERE WERE NO PAINS OF ANY KIND AT ALL. NO MORE HEADACHES, EPIGASTRIC PAINS, PULSATING PAINS FROM THE TIP OF MY HEAD TO THE TIP OF MY TOES. BUT AN ETXRA ORDINARY COMFORT , PEACE AND SERENITY COVERED ME. I WAS ENJOYING IN THAT STATE WHEN ALL OF A SUDDEN I GAINED MY CONSCIOUSNESS AND ALL THE SIGNS AND SYMPTOMS CAME BACK TO MY BODY. I WAS RUSHED THEN TO THE PROVINCIAL HOSPITAL . I WAS CONFINED FOR 5 DAYS IN THAT HOSPITAL. DURING MY STAY IN HOSPITAL . I REMEMBERED MY DREAM FEW MOS. AGO WHERE THE LORD GAVE ME AN INSTRUCTION TO TELL PEOPLE TO REPENT AND TURN FROM THEIR WICKED WAYS. THEN I BEGAN TO REALIZE THAT I HAVE DISREGARDED GOD'S ORDER AND HAVE NOT DONE ANYTHING TO SERVE HIM AND NOW I WAS DYING . HOW COULD I BE SO FUTILE TO THE LORD WHO LOVES ME SO MUCH . SO I PRAYED IN REPENTACE TO MY SINS . I BEGGED FOR HIS MERCY UPON ME AND I PROMISED THAT IF HE WILL GIVE AGAIN ANOTHER CHANCE TO LIVE I WILL DEFENITELY SERVE AND GLORIFY HIS HOLY NAME. A PRIEST CAME TO ADMINISTER THE LAST SACRAMENT TO ME THEN AND ANNOITED ME WITH OIL. FROM THAT TIME ON I FELT A GREAT RELIEF AND PEACE . I HAVE FELT GREAT MERCY OF THE LORD IN MY SOUL. AFTER A LITTLE WHILE, THE HELICOPTER FROM THE PHIL. AIRFORCE CAME OVER TO FETCH ME AND BRING ME TO BAGUIO CITY FOR PROPER MANAGEMENT.PRAISE GOD...I WAS LLEVIATED FROM ALL MY ANXIETIES AND FEARS OF OF NOT BEING ABLE TO MAKE IT TO BAGUIO IF WE HAVE TO TAKE THE LONG RUGGED AND DUSTY ROAD GOING TO BAGUIO WHICH MIGHT TRIGGER ME TO GO ON CONVULSIVE SEIZURES.