I Feel Sick...

Reading my old post remind me of how much I love Jesus. Or should I say how much I loved him, no I think I had it right the first time I love the Lord. My stomach just turns when I think of how I am on such a different path, I miss my days of just feasting on his word. The days when my heart sang of real joy and peace. Full of life and love Loving on Jesus on his promises waiting on his return to meet him in the air. And now look at me...what happened...ugh my stomach is turning I feel sick.