Well, sometimes I really feel like writing music, but I don't very often actually get around to it. Just a song I put together this morning, most likely won't ever record it though.

I've been thinking a lot lately,
I always think too much,
Trying to plan, scheme, and guess,
What God wants for you,
and what God wants for me.

I've been thinking a lot lately,
About the things I want,
And how I never really cared,
If it was God's...

Banarenth

Well, in case you haven't noticed by now, I've really been struggling hard with who I am, who I want to be, and what I want out of life. But as I really think about it...I already know the answers to those. I've always known, but I've placed what I want above what God wants. I've been short-cutting Him. So, I've come to learn a few really big things about what I want.

1> I want what God wants. Alright, I know that sounds cheezy, and most likely impossible. But think about...

Banarenth

According to Wikipedia (which as everyone knows is the absolutely infallable and undeniably accurate source of information on the internet =/), "The Peter-Pan psychological type is one characterized by immaturity or certain sorts of psychological, social, and sexual problems." It goes on to say, "the characteristics of a "Peter-Pan" include such attributes as irresponsibility, rebelliousness, pottering about, anger, narcissism, dependency, manipulativeness, and the belief...

Banarenth

When I was a child, it was all so very simple. Everything I heard from the preacher, and my Christian school...it all was so perfectly clearcut. Christians were good, and everyone else desperately needed to become Christians. All other religions were just things that ancient backwards cultures believed in.

But, as I grew, my eyes were harshly opened. As I branched out, and got involved in the church and in ministry, I saw how planned everything seemed to be. Everything stopped...

Banarenth