Boanerges

Kent (WasLost) was going through difficult times and has only been here once in the last 3 or 4 months. It is doubtful at this place and time he will be reading your comments but definitely keep him in your prayers.

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“Neither skill nor knowledge is needed to go to God, all that is necessary is a heart dedicated entirely and solely to Him out of love for Him above all others.”
Brother Lawrence

Fluffy

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Be transparent before God, He sees right thru you, anyway!
http://www.likepreciousfaith.org/testimony_val.htm
Please pray for your local emergency responders, daily.

WasLost

I am currently rebuilding my life on my own. I have lost God, my wife, and my friends. I wouldn't necessarily say I'm in a dark place, just alone. I'm taking each day as it comes. I appreciate the comments left. Nice to know I'm not forgotten in some circles.

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You've been lied to.

smellycat

ask Jesus to help m8 he will.

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1. GOOD BAD SALVATION

Boanerges

Kent my friend how could I ever forget you? You are on my heart and in my prayers and though you may feel lost right now God has not forgotten you. Feel free to PM me if you ever want to talk or even just say heh- much love in Jesus Name, your brother Larry.

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“Neither skill nor knowledge is needed to go to God, all that is necessary is a heart dedicated entirely and solely to Him out of love for Him above all others.”
Brother Lawrence

Dreamscaper

I will keep you in my prayers. God will always be there to help and will always accept you no matter your circumstances.

WasLost

Interesting that this thread has "resurrected." My trials have lead me to Christ, to lose everything, and to be again in His absence. I have no idea why He has chosen to put me through such a trial, but all of your prayers and comments are much appreciated. I have not spoken to God in some time, and truly feel as if I am outside His grace. I am barren. All I can do is awake to each new day and meet each challenge as best I can. I have rejected my Satanic past, and been forgotten by God. The past year has left me melancholy and utterly alone. I have been to church, priests, pastors, counselors, and friends both new and old. Nothing gives me any sense of purpose other than to continue living in this solitude. I feel like I should join some sort of monastery or something. Not sure how long I'll be stopping by, but it's nice to see this forum still growing.

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univac

We all need to be broken to receive him, its like someone trying to talk to you, while your stereo is in full volume ,it needs to be unplugged literaly to pay attention.
Its has always been like that from the begining. He is the seeker of all hearts and he knows the number of every strand of hair on our heads.
He reproves the ones he loves.You are not on your own on this one not by a far shot.
Keep the Good fight up (refuse yourself)
Galatians 5:16:17
For I do for what I don't want to do


God bless
Love brother

Mark_18

WasLost

There's this door that has Jesus behind it. It's always right in front of you and just an arms reach away. What happens is many many things come in and make that doorway seem further. It's like the hallway is stretched out in your perception, so it seams senseless to raise your hand to what you can't reach. This distance is just an illusion, and no doubt, having been a satanist, the devil may have some strongholds in your life. Not just because of that, but other things. Spending time studying the bible, seeking God - especially His love, forgiveness and power, and asking Him for His Holy Spirit to guide you, will help reduce that Hallway-stretching effect in time. Yield to change and try to humble yourself to have a mind like that of Christ. Love is the way. The world is lost in sin and blind - don't listen to it.

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Luke 15:31 - And he said unto him, Son, thou art ever with me, and all that I have is thine.
Joel 2:28 - I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your old men will dream dreams, your young men will see visions.
Matthew 7:7 - Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.

Psalms 126:5 - Those who sow in tears will reap with songs of joy.

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