It's not really a mania I experience. I can't quite describe it. It's more of a philisophical thing, I guess, but even that won't do it justice. I guess the thoughts come most when I'm thinking very deeply about my existence. I'm almost 100% certain it's Satan, trying to attack in a very creative way while playing on my depression. He's a crafty one, that devil!
But I'm 99.9% sure it's not bipolar, since I exhibit no other signs of the disease (other than depression). And keep in mind that I don't actually believe I'm God or equal to Him...it's just a sinful thought that I have to brush away. (My original post said "believe", but a better word would have been "think". Sorry for the confusion.)
Anyway, I was just wondering in my original post if anyone else had these feelings or thoughts? I guess I got my answer! Thanks, all. And if there are more with answers, please feel free to post, even if the answers are the same as what's already posted.
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