Violet, I didn't know you were going through a divorce, and I posted my last comment before I read that.
First, keep talking to your doctor. The internet is no place for guidance, seek a professional.
That being said, you made a few comments that you might want to think about....
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I believe my ADD is what destroyed my marriage.
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I have been a burden on my entire family and I know I have
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I have let them all down.
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Violet, when things go wrong, or the way we don't want them to, the first thing we do is try to find something to blame it on.
You have blamed things on yourself. You could have blamed things on money, or weather, or your location, or your husbands boss, or ADD, but you selected yourself.
May I suggest that you blame things on something else?
Pick a tree out back, and blame it. ....... Now go take an axe and cut that trouble making chunck of satanic wood to the ground!
Then, remember, that you haven't let anyone down. You have done your best. Trust in God, and talk with the people closest to you. Listen to them, and tell them how much you care, and remind them that you love them, even if you do not always agree. Just make things right.
You can do that!