Otetiani2- it is time for a change:
Rom 12:2 And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.
That old pitbull personality is no longer who you are- you are a new creature in Christ- it is time to renew your mind in this area- don't believe you feelings but BELIEVE AND BE THE MAN THE WORD OF GOD SAYS YOUR ARE! We are saved thru faith- we walk by faith- we are transformed as we believe God's Word is true and step out in faith- transformed- changed- by the renewing of your mind- literally being made new in the way you think ,act , etc., all this isn't accomplished in our own strength but comes to pass as we believe God for it- it is a faithwalk the whole way brother- believe God and step out in faith walking with the attitude that God has spoken it in your life and KNOWING IN YOUR HEART THAT YOU WILL SEE IT MANIFEST- not later but now as you trust Him- all God's gifts are freely given- as one of my favorite authors once said "DARE TO BELIEVE HIM".