Cube,
Dude, I could easily have written the same thing not long ago. It's like you stole the words out of the past me's mouth!
As your brother in Christ and your friend I say to you: STAY on this site, it's great! Read scriptures like mad. Read advices that others are given. Grow in the Holy Spirit. I've been doing that lately and I literally get high off of it. And then I just keep reading, growing, and worshiping God.
The things you learn from your Spiritual journey are always right. even if it's hard to see, you just have to have patience. I had to make many mistakes before the things I learned became clear, but now that they are...Just..... wow........wow.
Basically what I'm trying to say about your original post, is that God will take that fear away from you easily and completely, I'm tellin ya man! Just ask him to. And very important, give time to him to do that. Believe me, I'm high right now! Wooot!
