Thanks to all for the feedback. I'm moving slowly...so many feelings...guilt, fear, relief. I've spent the past few weeks making visitations to various churches for services trying to find someplace that feels like home. I've been reading my bible and praying. I've also spent time outside in solitude surrounded by God's natural environment in hopes of connecting.
I've thrown away all of my books and personal writing associated with my time as a Satanist. I've discarded my pendants, candles, and tried to cleanse my home of all that was unnatural.
This entire ordeal has been so draining. I'm not sure what to do other than what I'm already doing. I wait patiently for God to reach out to me again...
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