Don't want to be a worse person because of this...
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I go to a weekly Bible study. And I love it. I've gone every week for the past 6 months. It's just a wonderful atmosphere to be in.
However, recently there's been an addition to this study group, which is good don't get me wrong, but the girl is extremely annoying. I don't even know what to do anymore. She dominates biblical conversations to talk about herself, she dominates regular conversations to talk about herself, she pops into serious one on one conversations, she is just not someone I want to be around. She goes to this study every week. I find myself not even wanting to go to the study anymore because it puts me in a bad mood. She makes me not want to go, and I end up not being as good of a person as I should because of this.
She's a nice girl, and I don't even think she realizes her annoyingness, but it's not just me, I'm almost positive a lot of other people feel this way, but we do not mention it because it's not the nice thing to do.
Just don't know what I should do when a place of worship is putting me in a bad mood. I couldn't imagine joining a different group, either.
Someone help me?? It's really getting int he way of my focus. =[
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Indescribable, uncontainable, You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name. You are amazing, God. I love you more than the sun and the stars that I taught how to shine. You are Mine, and you shine for Me too. I love you yesterday and today and tomorrow I'll say it again and again. I love you more. I don't wanna go through the motions. I don't wanna go one more day without Your all consuming passion inside of me. I don't wanna spend my whole life asking, 'What if I had given everything instead of going through the motions?' I can take even your greatest mistake. Every scar, every tear, every break. And I can turn it into something more beautiful than you have ever seen. So lift them up to Me. All the broken pieces. My Savior loves. My Savior lives. My Savior's always there for me. My God He was. My God He is. My God He's always gonna be<3 Who am I that the Lord of all the Earth Would care to know my name. Would care to feel my hurt? Not because of who I am But because of what You've done. Not because of what I've done. But because of who You are.
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