I think a Christian forum is as good a-place as any to mention churches. It's not so much seeking perfection, rather, its seeking honestly. Your point about sinners is true though. I just don't want to end up church hopping. My town is quite small, and is generally an older population. They are very backward, stubborn and traditional (and probably expects gays to be burned at the stake etc etc).
Thank you Bookworm, that advise was very sound, and I will pray about it. She isn't as angry like you describing, she's not a psycho. Just pretty impatient (and I need patience), she has a lot of patience, but I'm very demanding in that way unluckily. The problem is, sorry I didn't describe this before is, she has no problem with me. She loves me no end, and has no intentions on ever walking out on me. She is being kicked out because her step-dad is a bastard (in the non literal sense) and as she is not his actual daughter, he doesn't want to have to "pay" for her (even though she pays for all her own food transport, and never is welcome at the table with her mum, step-dad and half sister). She feels very unwelcome in her own family, and I can't blame her for wanting to leave, her mum doesn't want her out really, but goes with what the step-dad says cause my g/f is nearly 20, they want us to break up and for her to go to university. She hasn't actually done anything wrong. I used to hear from God a lot. I believe I've encountered an angel during a stint of extremely painful depression and praying for hours on end. He used to talk to me so much, in a way where we could almost have a conversation. I don't know when it stopped exactly, or why. It was just very suddenly.
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