Well there is good news brother- if there are hypocrites out there Chruch is the place they need to go to if they are ever to be helped. Spending time with God will cause us to be humble and bring us to the realization the true strenght is found only in total dependance on Him.
God admonishes us in His Word to not forsake the assembling of the brethren- at church we are edified and built up in our faith. I would reccomend praying anfd asking God where He would have you attend. There are many churches that meet in small home groups and that is a good place to study the Word ( God's love letter to us) and meet and fellowship with our Christian family. It is obvious that your girlfriend has reacted well to God in the past and needs more exposure to Him and His Word. This is both hers and yours greatest need.
When I go to church I am often oblivious to those around me as I come to do what I really came for- I get lost in worshipping God. By the time I am finished pouring my heart out in worship and receiving His love back I can see others thru His eyes. He loves the hypocrite, He loves the lost , He loves those who are bound and it is His greatest pleausre to use us to reach those people for Him.
I pray God gives you wisdom, your brother Larry.
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