Originally Posted by GrannyG

You need to first of all reconcile yourself with Jesus Christ and make certain there is nothing in your life (or your relationship with your girl friend) that is contrary to His will for you. I would suggest you find wise counsel with a pastor or strong church leader. No one can tell you if you love someone or not. That is a decision you must make for yourself.

First priority is to make certain you get your life and your anger under the control of the Lord Jesus Christ.