The situation you are in is unique, but it is no accident; that is for sure. You are going to have to use wisdom that goes beyond yourself. That's Ok -- the Holy Spirit will help out on that.
But, don't do anything until you are certain it is from the Holy Spirit. Absolutely certain. The enemy wants to play games with this -- don't let it happen.
Go slow. Be sure. When you do have an answer that goes beyond yourself, then most likely, that is it, what you are supposed to do.
In the mean time, you might consider something supplemental to help out with the spiritual life -- maybe a home cell group, or a pray group with a para-church organization.
M Paul
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