Sister Violet,
You are experience the greatest of all things in your life right now! The feelings you are feeling is the LORD working through your heart, in your life. He is preparing you for something, adjusting your heart, trying to tell you something and or moving/ changing your position or direction.
Our father guides, disciplines and corrects those who are his ,so if your being diciplined, moved or taught that means you are his.
And sister there can be no greater news than that!!!!
I can't tell you what He has for you but Having been in the same situation myself I can suggest some things you might wish to concider.
Maybe you need to pray aloud. so that you can hear a voice when alone with him. (I don't know why but that has helped me as I used to whisper or pray in my heart or siliently before)
Maybe He is telling you that he wants you or that you need to be in a church fellowship.( I suggest that you visit some or go with someone you know to one).
Knowing what I do of you from this forum I seriously doubt this is the answer. But I must state it just in case. Is there something or anything that you need to confess??? A sin, a temptation that has caused you to stumble or fall. A weakness that Satan has or is at least trying to take you down with???
( Sin needs confession for the heart of the believer to find peace)
Maybe our father just wants you to call upon him, or re-evaluate and adjust something in your life. Or show you who you can and cannot trust.
God always makes all thing for the best of those who love him. Knowing that can asure you that this is only a season and will pass and in the end it will be for your good.
It is by the trials and tribulation the sorrow and suffering that we grow in christ. So above all be thankful that you have them.
And from there seek to know and respond to what the father has for you
Be encouraged for the LORD will let you suffer with this no longer than nescesary. And the blessing will be greater than he suffering. For that is the way of the LORD.
In his love
Cliff
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