walkwithjesus08,
I have added you to my prayer list and I will pray for your family daily.
http://www.tsgcomputers.net/forum/in....msg463#msg463
There are several things I wuld lik to touch on...
As already said, forget the ex, what else can they do for you except for create hatred amoung your husband and your children toward you. You don't want you kids asking you why you left them and your husband.
Do what you can to be with you husband more. Do things you two used to lvoe together more. Spend time as a family and less time alone with yourself. By doing this you can help to kill this spirit of selfishness, lust and this hole in your heart, which needs to be filled with your family and prayer to Christ.
Recently I have been reading a book that my father-in-law got me for my birthday, although it was belayed... he gaving it to me this past weekend and by birthday was in April, I do not believe that the past several post were on close to this same topic... things to strengthen your marriage. Pelase visit the following sites:
http://www.tsgcomputers.net/forum/index.php?board=78.0
http://www.tsgcomputers.net/forum/index.php?topic=234.0
http://www.tsgcomputers.net/forum/index.php?topic=235.0
http://www.tsgcomputers.net/forum/index.php?topic=242.0
http://www.tsgcomputers.net/forum/index.php?topic=248.0
http://www.tsgcomputers.net/forum/index.php?topic=263.0
http://www.tsgcomputers.net/forum/index.php?topic=265.0
The above go both toward you and your husband. If you can't access them please let me know. You should not ahve to create an account to view them.
Sometimes this lack of partnership is the result of what is in the above posts... the lack of being wanted and needed by your spouse. The Lord tells us to seek Him for Wisdom when we lack it... if you feel the 'urge' or the lonliness kick in, Seek the Lord, not man. If the Lord tells you to cleave to your husband, well, you better do it. Don't cleve to any other man than your husband.
Husbands are to dwell with their wives. Do what we can to support our wives and make them feel secure.
God's number one, I mean HIS MAIN GOAL... is a fmaily. He loves us so much that He desires for us to be happy. And having a family is the greatest joy that we can have a humans. Being accepted and being loved unconditionally, the ultimate gift.
Cleave to you husband. Respect him and love him. He will cleave to you. Respect is very important for men and husbands. If you respect him he will respect you.
God bless,
Johnathan