Perhaps this is a test, or a simple reminder that despite your fears, God and is angels are there to help you. The path of redemption is not an easy one to walk, but you can do it if you stay strong.
We are here for you my friend.
I often found I would dream of my addictions when trying to fight them, I would have numerous awful dreams that otherwise would have turned me to my vice for relief of the fears and anxieties they brought me.
I believe you have been blessed Smellycat. You are now one of the lucky ones who have seen on of the Angels that watch out for you. Consider this a gift from God to let you know you are on the path he has chosen. Despite your worst fears and dreams, he is watching over you.
Keeping fighting the evils of your past. Good things lie ahead.
God Bless.
DW
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