Jeremy

Well, I was new to the faith. I was still a child growing spiritually. I let temptation get the best of me, and eventually, I took things a step further, continuing down the road, out of my faith and into Satanism and Irreverance, etc... I'm not proud of it at all, but it's the only way I can let people see my point of view on the terrible things I've said and done.

I just can't enjoy the peace and joy that comes with Salvation because I'm constantly worried. Especially about the unforgivable sin.

I desire forgivness to the point of tears. I want to feel joy and peace inside me again. But I'm scared that I can't get it now. I want to be with Jesus.

can't find the peace I had, and I'm afraid that maybe it's because of the things I've done. I know I don't deserve salvation, but I am so very sorry for the things I've done and I want it so bad.