Don't worry Jeremy, Paul persecuted the Christian faith too, and he was saved in the end.
The unforgivable sin isn't just about the things you say (about the Holy Spirit). It is being blasphemous towards the Holy Spirit even when you know the truth.
This sin is called the unforgivable sin because such a man will not have the desire to repent. But if you are truly sorry and have repented, rest assured that all your sins are washed away on the cross.
This is just my two cents, I hope other brothers and sisters who have more in depth Bible knowledge will come to explain about this under this thread too.
Don't worry, Jeremy, you are indeed redeemed!
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God grades on the cross, not the curve.
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