Jeremy

Sorry, but this is bothering me to the point that I can't even enjoy Sunday services. I'm very frightened and scared. As you all know I have returned to Jesus, but before I did, I was extremely irreverant and blasphemous and I worry that I might even said things about the Holy Spirit that I shouldn't have (what the bible said was the unforgivable sin)

If all sins were forgiven at the cross, why is this sin still called the unforgivable sin?

If someone did commit this sin, why couldn't they receive forgiveness if they were truely sorry and repented?

Guilt from my past and my constant worry prevents me from enjoying salvation. It's a terrifying feeling. But I was saved when I was 10 years old and I feel the power of God working in me when I calm down and I feel safe for the time.

But if anyone who knows a great deal about the bible and knows what I'm talking about could help me, I'd really appreicate it.