I do need to stop beating myself up. I need to accept the fact that I can't change the past, and I need to live for the future. I let myself get into such a beat up position, all I think about is blasphemous thoughts that I don't even try or mean to think of. But in my heart I know I love Jesus and I love the Holy Spirit. I am very thankful that God gave me a second chance and I guess I was just really depressed at how evil and blasphemous I was living in that time I spent away. But I'm back with God and I'm trying to live for Him and I have turned on my past lifestyle. I need to remember that Jesus died for all sins, mine included and that nothing can seperate me from Him if I just ask forgiveness and try to live a good life for Him. He died and resurrected to be our Savior and save us from sins.
Thank you all so much and God bless you.
I'm going to try harder and let the past go. I'm going to keep my faith in the Lord and remember that I have accepted Christ and I am His now and nothing can seperate me from that love. I feel alot better. I need to remember that God is a loving God and that He will always listen to me when I come for forgiveness.
Last edited by Jeremy; 05-24-2007 at 07:10 PM.
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